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发表于 2007-6-4 17:53
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Count down
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/ ]5 E. \3 f; Z% o: `From the day we became friends, it’s the beginning of the countdown. I don’t know how long we’ll be able to keep it flowing; it’s something that we both can not estimate. And ( {4 K. p% D' ?! @& v7 o! n7 _
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We have been friends since year7, it was nice back then. We don’t know each other that well, but we get to have all these funs. We talked so much; we’re in the same dorm and do most of the things together. In the first term when we’ve been put in different rooms, you always sneak to the dorm just to have a chat with me. In term two we’re lucky enough to be put into the dorm together, but we still do the same, sleeps in the same bed and chat till we falls asleep." _9 ^4 ~: u) o' j; K5 ^$ M+ ?, T
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I was still too young to understand back then.
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Later in year7 I start to find out that things are not the same as it is shown. I notice that you don’t like me as much as you do when we’re together. That was the first scratch in our friendship. But things didn’t change much between us; I thought everything has turned out good after all.. p( \. Z# E! j
" _- F7 C, e% j4 Q* p0 GThen in year8, 9 and 10, we’re still friends, we’re best friends. Sometimes I just wondered how could a person like you would want to be friends with me. I’m glad that we have been best friends for the almost four past years.' x6 ?/ b9 P! h8 a. s7 m: j
3 T& s& q. O1 i" xBest friends are harder to keep than friends; they’re a part of you.
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Of cause, we’re like other best friends too, we sure do have fights. But they don’t go more than three days. Actually to me, they don’t go any further than an hour. Though they seem like nothing after all, but these are the scratches in our relationship. They’re a part of you and me, they’re a part of us, these are our memories that we can not erase. With the happy bits and the sad bits, we gradually become alike and become part of each other, maybe that’s how we have got along for so long.
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) U: m" x7 `, z; L, r' c0 t) lWhen scratches add up, they become cracks and splits.: X$ h X/ u7 {/ ^$ i
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Up to the stage now, our relationship is full of holes that we can not fill. Not like we don’t try, but sometimes they’re not replaceable. I guess no one can ever replace you in my life, like those holes in our friendship. Maybe you’ll never know how much you meant to me, but you are one of those people who I can do anything for.
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A best friend is a hug, a smile and a good listener.
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As I said, you’re one of those people who I could do anything for, even with the cost of my life. But, in return, all I ever needed was a hug and a smile. When I’m down I would like a hug from you, when I’m happy I would like a smile from you. It’s as easy as that.' N# H! C! d9 s9 l4 x
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Am I taking too much of your time?
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: g9 Z! F' z' _ w- dYou said to me “I tell you everything and you can tell me anything, but you never.” Thanks for telling me all your worries, happiness and secrets, I’m glad that you’ve shared them with me. With mine, I don’t know how to tell you. To my perspective you judge too much while all I need is for you to listen. Or… was it taking too much of your time to understand me?+ p$ A, a0 W9 s6 U, P* B
4 v+ m- P! E! i) }& lWhen it all falls apart…' K( }( x- u8 R' f2 h
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“…Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart/ s- W6 C( M. h% t+ h; Z7 U" ]: e
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Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart…”
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. P9 C2 p. H3 Y) X5 @8 W/ u$ DWhen it all falls apart, I can’t turn to you any more… When it all falls apart, my heart felt like been stolen a bit, when it all falls apart, what would you do? For these almost four past years the person I turn to is you, I pour my heart to you and tell you everything. But can I turn to from now on?8 q; a& ~' m4 J7 R" q% j8 r
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The fourth birthday
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We’ve been celebrating our past three birthdays for each other. We’re both boarders but we have each other to spend the day with. I still wanted to celebrate mine with you, but you don’t need me for yours anymore. You have your boyfriend and all your other friends and this huge party with fifty people; you need people around you and full of excitements and all I needed are my close friends9 u+ ^9 F |1 g& y
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# g2 g% E2 n" eIt’s hard to admit the end of the count down; it’s hard to admit the end of a relationship. I wish I could never admit it and keep pretend that I don’t know anything. But when the truth displace in front of you it’s hard to avoid the facts. I choose to be brave and accept the fact that we’re no longer like before. I made the decision of not to be best friends with you any more, but just friends. Maybe we’re both too tired of the title of best friends, but I guess our memories are still there with our tacit understandings. You’re the only person who could ever make me cry so much and the only person I could trust with all my heart and tell everything to. I wish I could still, but I will only do that silently. Thanks for your support and love, but I need to learn to move on as well. Al last, it has all ended on the 29th May.9 {9 i) a* i: t: @5 h6 W
: P' S/ Y$ y9 L7 qTo my Dearest Friend... N.L
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$ A6 Q3 p3 _- A x4 }$ V' x[ 本帖最后由 elepig 于 2007-6-5 16:41 编辑 ]
我很天真，
天真得想留住你的笑，
想待你好，
还奢望能令你感受到。
[K]
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